Well, the title says it all.
Anyway, it's been nearly two months since my last post. But I'm doing good. I have two papers that I need to write before Tuesday next week. School is a blessing and a curse at the same time. Since I'm not working, my mom likes the fact that I'm going to school. At least I'm keeping busy, she likes to claim. I haven't drawn anything in the past few months because I lack inspiration, or the will to do so. I stare at a piece of paper or my computer screen and go "Uhm, what?" because my brain won't come up with anything. I'm the type of artist who rampages at the paper if my work looks bad, complete with tossing it across the room or scribbling across it in rage. I've ruined many things that could have turned out nice that way.
In other news, I have no reason to complain about being single. Of course, I wasn't so sure that this would ever happen, but it has. I remember her telling me that she had a crush on me, but I brushed it off then, thinking "Oh really, most of the people who say that are teasing or being funny..." That's what used to happen to me all the time. Some moron would come over like "Oh, I like you," while their buddies are somewhere nearby cracking up. I even had this idiot say "I like you, but no relationship shit. I just wanna fuck." Get outta here, loser! But then, over time, I started realizing that I found her to be very intriguing so to speak. Then there came a point when I remembered, but I was far too shy to ask. I thought I would be awkward or something, and then finally....
Knowing me, I think I was testing to see if it were true this time. I was so surprised, and a bit relieved. I probably wouldn't have been able to utter a word out loud at that moment. I still have that text in my phone. What was it again? Oh!
With that said *scratches head* will you go out with me? ._.
That was around like, September 27/28? :D One of those two days..
And well, the rest is history. I hardly said much before, but now I say a lot. I think I'm starting to understand what one of my friends said. He said "Hey, you need to open up. Stop being so closed in." Now that I think about it, maybe he classifies as a bro. I'm sure he will be pleased to know that his nagging actually makes sense to me now. Then I made mention of my new relationship and he says "You owe me a detailed explanation of when you-" and I wanted to punch him. That isn't his business, the idiot.
Oh and... I used to swear up and down that tentacles are gross. Guess I was covering up the fact that I like them.
And I'm also super excited because Youmacon is soooo close! I don't even care that I don't have much money, but I get the feeling that I will get some money soon. And I want to try my hand at making bead sprites with Perler Beads. They look like fun projects.
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