Submissive? Yes? No?

Gender is irrelevant.
As a matter of fact, I think my tastes when gender gets involved are bit weird. I think guys with an obvious feminine side are the most adorable men on earth, even if they are gay. It breaks the whole "YOU ARE A MAN BE MANLY" thing that people spout nonsense about. As for women, I do not like them overly girly and flowery and prissy. Those girls annoy me. I find people whose gender is difficult to guess by looking at them to be really attractive. But anyway, that has nothing to do with this topic.

So. Submission. What is it?
Well for me, it would be having that one person that I can happily give myself to. There was this one person I would have handed myself to on a platter, but of course, they didn't want.

It isn't easy to get me to put you in such a status. Before I felt the way I did, a whole six months had passed. It took a very long time, and soon I found myself attached. I cried about it. A WHOLE LOT. And then I confessed, and failed. Unrequited love is fucking pain in the ass. Sometimes I look back on it and wonder if the feelings are still there. They might be, but I don't know if they will return to the front.

Ah yes, someone tried to make me doubt information I had been told. I take all views I get into account and make my own conclusion about them. I have read all over the place about D/s, and even though sex is there, it isn't the main focus. Sometimes I look at it as the Fighter/Sacrifice dynamic seen in the anime/manga series Loveless. Doms get their power and control from their submissives, because the submissive is giving it to them. It's not the other way around. If a sub doesn't submit, then a Dom can't dominate, right? That is how I see it. It's an exchange. If one half isn't working, then the other half won't either. Two parts of a whole. Or as in Loveless, a pair that shares the same name.

That's what it is to me.