What I mean by that is I would be loyal and obey them, and basically do what they tell me to do, as long as I am well taken care of and happy. You just don't jump into something like that. To me, it's just like having a relationship.
My nature is pretty much that of a submissive. I don't like being in charge all the time, too much effort and work involved. I like to leave that stuff to people who like being in control and making choices. If it's easy for them, then why not let them have fun doing it? I only make choices when it is absolutely needed for me to do so. Like right now.
I am not a neat freak. That's probably something I need to work on because I can thrive in a mess. Seriously.
But then, even a mess starts to drive me absolutely nuts. And that is when I clean it up. Look at me, rambling on and on about complete nonsense. It's almost three AM and I'm up writing this crap. I need something else better to do with my time. Ugh...
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