TEH NOVEL

It's coming along just fine. Now I just need to finish filling up this notebook, since it's half full. I just need to think of more crazy stuff to put my characters through until it all piles up at the end and leaves the reader going "WTF JUST HAPPENED I GOTTA READ THE NEXT BOOK TO FIND OUT OMG OMG OMG!"

Hehe. That's going to be funny. I look for inspiration everywhere now, instead of complaining that my job gets in the way of my writing. I can pull ideas out of my coworker's convos that I constantly overhear. They talk about everything, so yeah. I sometimes get the most brilliant ideas while working on totes on truck day.

Writing my book, each day at a time. ^_^

Booooooo.

I honestly don't feel like going to work later.

I NEED TO GET THIS BOOK WRITTEN. T_T

Randomness

My life is completely, utterly wierd.

I am 22 and never had a date in my life. My nose is too busy with books, writing and video games for all that. Is it wrong of me to wish for someone who gets me without having to ask? I'm already confused as it is, I don't want to confuse myself even more!

I saw Karate Kid, the one with Will Smith's kid...Jaden? Is that his name? My brain doesn't remember it right now. I'll correct it some other time if I'm wrong. That movie was excellent. It's inspirational to all kids in the world who get bullied at school. Learn something new, and use it to show up the people picking on you. That's the lesson it holds.

JLfdoiLEJlifjilweajtkakdjtailwejetkdla my back is stiff and sore. I have been craving a nice long massage until my muscles are loose without an inch of tension in them. Maybe I just might get that wish hehe.


RANDOMNESS FTW! RANDOM RANDOM RANDOM!

I REALLY NEED TO STOP WRITING IN THIS THING AT 3 IN THE MORNING. I SWEAR IT IS THE LACK OF SLEEP CAUSING MY CRAZINESS.

CVS OWNS ME FOR FOUR DAYS. I WANNA VOMIT. HOPEFULLY I'LL BE ABLE TO GET HOME AND CHANGE SO I CAN GO TO THE FIREWORKS, SINCE THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO BE MONDAY...AND I THINKS I'LL HAVE TO BUY A NEW BUS CARDY SOON. YAY.

This isn't good.

I have a bill collector who wants to sue me.

I mailed off the response to their complaint...but I forgot to type the space for my signature. I just wrote it in with the only pen I had at the time, which was a blue one. Damn it, I'm still freaking out a bit over that. I'm so shaky about it. I hope everything will be okay. I wasn't expecting them to try and sue me. I pray that the case gets thrown out. I really do hope that happens. Please, please, Almighty One, let it be thrown out! This is stressful. I was almost to the point of tears. But I gotta keep my chin up. >.<

MY MOTHER.

IS FULL OF WIN.

Random is fun. Since I don't have anything to write about today. >.>

Taking up space is fun.

CVS is not fun.

I have issues at the moment.

*SMIRK*

YAY PHOTO TRAINING

YAY.

I'M SO LOOKING FORWARD TO IT.

NOT.

XD

Just look at this!

I must be very weird to want to trade places with her. I actually would love to be someone's pet slave. >.>

What I mean by that is I would be loyal and obey them, and basically do what they tell me to do, as long as I am well taken care of and happy. You just don't jump into something like that. To me, it's just like having a relationship.

My nature is pretty much that of a submissive. I don't like being in charge all the time, too much effort and work involved. I like to leave that stuff to people who like being in control and making choices. If it's easy for them, then why not let them have fun doing it? I only make choices when it is absolutely needed for me to do so. Like right now.

I am not a neat freak. That's probably something I need to work on because I can thrive in a mess. Seriously.

But then, even a mess starts to drive me absolutely nuts. And that is when I clean it up. Look at me, rambling on and on about complete nonsense. It's almost three AM and I'm up writing this crap. I need something else better to do with my time. Ugh...

Sleeping in Chairs LOL

Why would anyone in their right mind fall asleep in a chair? You end up stiff, your neck is all achy...yeah.
But I have that same problem when I sleep on my bed. Maybe it's because I don't have a pillow. It's like I suffer from constant stiffness in my upper shoulders, back and neck. I wish it would just... GO AWAY. T_T but it's not. Maybe it's because I don't have someone around to give me massages. *sigh*