So, it has been a long time since I last wrote in this thing. So much has changed. For one, I'm in a relationship with the best person on the planet who is just right for me. I'm there for her, she's here for me. On another note things seem to be getting better just as they are taking a turn for the worst.
My mother is being selfish and she wonders why God hasn't blessed her yet. I lost my bus card, which was the main means of me getting back and forth to class. She gives me the excuse "I barely have enough money to get myself to work I can't pay for you to go to school as well!" Seems like she just wants me to sit on my ass and waste away and do shit for her. Nope.
Yesterday I missed another day of speech class, but I'm not upset about that. To be honest I don't really care because I kinda find the teacher to be quite... irritating. She keeps correcting a regional accent. She tells us not to say things the way we've been saying them our entire lives, as if it is that easy to change a burned in pattern of speaking in an instant.
I have some serious catching up to do with my computer class, and I'll do that as soon as I get home today. On another note, my fiance blocked all the social networking sites, seeing as they are a problem for me. She always asks me how I am able to talk with people online so easily. I just do. For a long time interacting online was the only interaction I had with other people. I'm a house body. I only go out if I really need to, like for school or groceries and stuff like that.
I'm also looking to go to a university sometime next fall. I'll probably live on campus to get a taste of what living on my own away from that mother of mine will be like. I can see myself shutting myself up in my room when I don't have class while everyone else is out partying or doing stupid things. I'll be in my room studying and playing MMOs! Like Forsaken World...ahem.
This community college I go to has SHIT internet. < insert internet addict rage here>
Seeing as I'm an aspiring writer, I have a bunch of characters living in my head. I used to roleplay too, on Tumblr, until I got banned from going on it. I've been off it for some time, but I was just reading the RPs there. I wasn't interacting with anyone and the ones I were reading updated like once a week so I'd just check them twice a week. I wasn't stalking their blogs every single day. I have a bunch of muses living in my head. Some of them cause me issues. Serious issues. Being creative is a from of schizophrenia in my opinion, especially when you write stories and make up characters. A lot of my characters have serious issues.
Okay I'm done. I'll probably write more later.
