Now let's go back a post. I remember in that post I mentioned having the urge to be a pet.
That urge is still with me more or less, but now in a different form. Depending on the person, I'll submit. But I'm realizing that I would like to be a less of a submissive pet and be a dominant one instead.
How can that happen, one asks? Simple. I will do what a submissive person asks of me to do to them. Kinda like being owned by a master who somewhat tops from the bottom. :)
Oh wow I can't believe I'm acutally bringing this up.
>:3
Monday, March 28, 2011
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
Dies Laughing
Oh wow.
I wonder how many people know that I'm actually pansexual. That means I don't give a care if a person has a penis or a vagina.
But then again, not many people may know that even though my mind is sexual at times, when it comes to actually having sex with another person, I'm like "Meh, not interested."
I think I would enjoy mental intimacy more than the physical kind. If you can't get to my mind, you sure as hell can't get my body to respond to anything. I'll probably just glare at you and look annoyed and lose all interest in attempting a sexual act if my mind isn't fired up for it.
That's why the situations I've been in sexually FAILED HARD every single time. And that's only been like two in my entire life, and I didn't care much for neither of them.
I'm not easy when it comes to sex. I wish idiots I mean people would realize that.
/hysterical laughter
I wonder how many people know that I'm actually pansexual. That means I don't give a care if a person has a penis or a vagina.
But then again, not many people may know that even though my mind is sexual at times, when it comes to actually having sex with another person, I'm like "Meh, not interested."
I think I would enjoy mental intimacy more than the physical kind. If you can't get to my mind, you sure as hell can't get my body to respond to anything. I'll probably just glare at you and look annoyed and lose all interest in attempting a sexual act if my mind isn't fired up for it.
That's why the situations I've been in sexually FAILED HARD every single time. And that's only been like two in my entire life, and I didn't care much for neither of them.
I'm not easy when it comes to sex. I wish idiots I mean people would realize that.
/hysterical laughter
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
No Job Now...
So yes, Crystal is unemployed. But who cares.
I chose this fate for myself, for I could see that it wasn't going anywhere. I had hit a fucking glass ceiling. Of course my mother wants to tell everyone that she tried to tell me not to do it instead of saying that it is my choice and that she supports what I want to do regardless. What the fuck can one do with 200 dollars a month in this expensive ass capitalist nation of America? I do have enough money to pay my cell bill, but I'm looking to get a short piece of writing published, maybe act one of Re: Incarnation, a yaoi tale involving a young man and his run in with the Angels of Disaster. I'm thinking it might be a novella, or a series of short stories involving the same characters.
Hopefully, it will be a good venture to get it published once I finish it.
I chose this fate for myself, for I could see that it wasn't going anywhere. I had hit a fucking glass ceiling. Of course my mother wants to tell everyone that she tried to tell me not to do it instead of saying that it is my choice and that she supports what I want to do regardless. What the fuck can one do with 200 dollars a month in this expensive ass capitalist nation of America? I do have enough money to pay my cell bill, but I'm looking to get a short piece of writing published, maybe act one of Re: Incarnation, a yaoi tale involving a young man and his run in with the Angels of Disaster. I'm thinking it might be a novella, or a series of short stories involving the same characters.
Hopefully, it will be a good venture to get it published once I finish it.
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