Stupid Urges....

I'm having one of my moments, as usual.

I woke up today with an urge to be someone's pet. You know, a pet who sits on the floor next to their owner while they sit in a chair or something with my head against their leg or on their lap. And I would let them pet me behind my ears and under my chin. Too bad I don't know anyone who wants a human being for a pet. I would cook (out of boxes of course) and keep things neat. And do whatever else they may want.. >///<

But the only thing about being a pet is that they would be taking care of me. Providing me with food and shelter, and maybe clothes, depending on taste. I still have goals for myself though. I will publish a novel one of these days.

So...who wants a pet? I kid. But if the right person comes along.. :)

YES MY SKILL LEVEL HAS INCREASED

I have a laptop now. It has Windows 7.
I read somewhere that someone was disgusted with my obsession.
I just said that I would settle for one. A laptopy is a laptopy.
That is all I have to say.

Oh for the love of........

So yeah, classes start later today. My first class starts at 6:00 PM. I'm actually excited about school. But then again, somewhat I'm not. All my free time has been shot to hell. I'll be doing nothing but working and studying and sleeping with a tiny bit of time here and there for eating. I'm gonna be really busy until May. Oh I how I wish it was May already!

There's a rapist running around in Detroit, and that's where I live. My family members and friends keep telling me about him. I don't care. If you act all paranoid, something is bound to happen to you. Don't they think I have enough common sense to wait at a bus stop where there are other people waiting as well? Don't they think I have that much sense to not wait at a bus stop all by myself? Even though my classes start at 6:00 and it is dark around that time, I'll be leaving the house early so I'll be waiting during daylight hours when it is time for me to go to school.

I have grown much more distant as time passes. I once loved you...the feeling is very faint, but because you're so far away, it is getting pushed further and further back until I might forget it is even there. Now you miss me, and I bet you're starting to realize how you feel. I wish you wouldn't have let other people's opinions stop you from actually doing something about it. My heart seeks love from that one person that I can happily love and serve in return! Hell, I'll even dress up like Sebastian and be your personal servant. (I just can't drive you around so...yeah, you'll need someone else for that >.<)

*headdesk*