Just Chillin'

I WANT A WINDOWS 7 LAPTOP.

I USED TO BE A SUCKER FOR APPLE COMPUTERS, BUT THEN I ACTUALLY GOT TO SEE HOW GOOD WINDOWS 7 IS COMPARED TO APPLE'S OS.

NOW I WANT WANT ONE.

*SIGH*

Cheap Netbook!!!!

Guess what world? I have a netbook. It's a small generic no name brand netbook running Windows CE as an OS. I got it from my grandmother, even though the computer isn't an extravagant one, I'm still pleased with it. Now i just gotta figure out how to watch videos from youtube with it, as well as listening to music.

God has a sense of humor because I kept begging him for a laptop and now he's probably laughing at how slow I an typing because this damn keyboard is fucking tiny as hell and my wrists are screaming in agony. T_T but I'm stilll happy. My grandma made my day, I love technology, no matter how extravagant it may or may not be,

Dream of A Butterfly

Dream of Butterfly or is life a dream
Don't wanna wake up coz I'm happier here
あなたがいる それだけて良かった
ただ一つの 真実だったの
だけどそれは夢で
Swaying and dissolving like bubbles in the dark ocean
気付けば誰もいない
確かなものは何にも
Reaching for the shimmering shape in vain
ここには無いと解った
うつろうこの世界 何を信じて生きればいい？
悲しみ I can't believe in you
溺れて but I cannot forget you
叫びながら あなた見た I will dig up my faith
あの夜 and march on
あなたが I cannot see ahead
いるから but I can't keep standing still
私強くなれるんだと So I will close my eyes
信じた and march on
苦しみ can't lay the blame on you
畏れて but I can not forgive you
泣きながら あなた呼んだ So drenched up in rain
あの日 I'll march on
あなたの I cannot face the sun
せいだと but I cannot dream at night
気付いた 自分の弱さ So under the moonlight
全てが I'll march on

Translation and Romaji here: 
http://megamitensei.wikia.com/wiki/Dream_of_Butterfly
Listen to the song here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G6aoM95-ZOc&feature=related
This song is actually in line with some of my feelings. I may seem to be an emotionless shell, but I do feel things. It's funny how most of the games I play or books I read, I end up making a connection with them. It's like the real people just don't get it. Maybe I'm too weird for this world.
Or maybe the right one hasn't come along yet....
Or maybe I already know who they are, I just have to..nevermind.
*SIGH*